this place here is my release
no grammatical corrections or correlations
to the simplicity of words on paper
my current mood is upset
however trying to contain it
in the confines of my cell walls
captivated in a thick bone mass
wrapped in fluid
dressed in skin.
My mind heart won't allow my emotions
to escape and be upset
and simply be sad.
so here I am, once again releasing
these emotions onto this here site
which I call my blog
I can't say I'm trapped, but can I?
emotionally unavailable to anyone
pretending to be strong for everyone
but who's here for me
no it's not a question, simply a mere thought
that no one can really answer
but still. . .
until I can get everything out of my head
I can't be free
I want to surrender
I need to surrender
I must surrender
. . .
Breathe. . .