Thursday, April 4, 2013

The FuNK {Rant}

And no I am not talking about " the blues in my left thigh trying to become the funk in my right." - Love Jones

I'm talking about that state of being that I get in when there is absolutely no motivation to do anything, besides eat. I don't know what it is. Like, I've been trying to find some motivation to get things done.Things like sticking to my challenges such as juicing for 30 days or no meat for a month, updating the blog consistently, and just sticking to my guns. 

I remember when I wanted to move to NY, I was adamant about moving here, tried to save money, make plans, little by little. One thing that helped me was when I cut out magazine pages in letter shapes that spelled out New York. Every morning I woke up and that was one of the first things that I saw. It reminded me everyday, this is where I want to be. 

Now that I am in NY, I've been stuck in ruts, boughts of minor depression, worry, losing focus, etc. I understand now that everything will not just happen all at once, I need to get my focus in the clear, go back to what worked, which was trusting God and doing my part. I often quote this verse from the Bible "Write the vision, make it plain" Habukkak 2:2. The only minor issue good problem with that is I have A LOT of vision! Now, I just have to get it all down on paper and categorize, plan, prioritize and EXECUTE. The only thing stopping me is myself, and really all I have to do is just do it. Once I get started, I get in a zone and hope that my ADD (joking) doesn't kick in. 

Let's pray that my mojo will gladly walk back into my life and decide to stay for a while.

Where's your Mojo?


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